THE SHATTERED DREAMS INSPIRATION(2)

                                               

                                      Pathien remruot naw a ngaiin X college ah admission a lak tah a. Lekhabu tiem ding a nei ngai nawh. A ruolhai lekhabu, library a mi haw in a tiem lem hlak. Class-ah hotuhai thuhril ngun taka ngai mi a nih. Off class an nei huna a ruolhai lekha library-ah induthaw takin a tiem hlak. Mi ina uma lekha inchuk a ni leiin harsa a ti thei hle. Zingkar inhma taka thoin tuibel hai po po a lo sukbit vawng hlak. Naute zundap, thuohnaw sawp ding a um chun Khuma sawp rawh ti a ni hmasatak hlak. Tuibel, naute zundap thuomhnaw Khuma’n a sawp el khelah thlai suong tu khawm a nih. Khuma’n zana lekha tiemna hun ding a nei ngai meu nawh. Lekha tiem dinga a hangin ṭhung khawmin “Khuma ei pansakhai inah hang fe rawh/ Thingpui hung suong rawh” ti hi an thupui deu tak a nih. Khuma chu thuawi em em in a umna Pu le Pi ti po po sel der loin a thaw hlak.

Krismas chawla in a fe chang a nu kuomah a harsatzie inzawtin a ṭap zawi zawi hlak. A nu’n “Bawi I pa hlakin a mi maksan tah. Ka nauhai lai nang chau I nih kan hnemna, taima takin hun awl I nei huna lekha tiem la, nikhat chu la par dawk em em I tih. A hmasataka Pathien sie ding theinghil ngai ṭhak naw rawh” ti’n anfui hlak. Kum hung thar ding hi a huphur tak a ni hlak. A fe naw chun lekha anchuk ta naw ding a hriet leiin ṭap pumin in a suoksan chang a bo nawh.

Vawikhat chu a umna pu nauha’n a pu hriet loin a pawisa an lo laka. A umna nu’n Khuma’n a lak ka hmu a ti khak el. Khuma’n ienganga inhrilhlip tum sienkhawm a thiemchang naw ding a hriet leiin a pu kawlah khel hrilin ka mamaw taluoa ka lo lak a ni kha pu a ta. Chu zan chun a beidawng taluoin a inthei nawh. A pu le piha’n an suknawmnat dan a tuor muolsuo a ring naw leiin a zam tuma. A nu ṭawngbau a hrietzing leiin Pathien a rawn hmasa a. “I kai nuomna taka admission hmu naw la khawm inchuk theiin I um a, I beisei I lo hlawsamna kha I chi le kuonghai kuomah hril ding I nei ta naw ding, I zam chun kha chen rinum I tuorna po po tuihawk anga luong ral el ding a nih” ti’n Pathien rawl a hriet a. Chu phingleh a zam tumna chu ṭhulin, College Admission a hlawsamna kha a hriet dawk a, tumruna le chona nasatak ama-ah a siem ta lem a nih.

Nau fahra a ni ta leiin an hnemna umsun chu a nu chau a ni tah. Lekha inchuk tumruna a hung nei tira inthawk a thiltum lientak chuh a nu le pa inhawideua in umtir hi a nih. B.A. Final Year exam a pek ding tawmin a nu damnawthu a hriet a. Sienkhawm a lekhatiemna a ṭhul/ chai chuong nawh. A hmakhuo thlirin lungril sawltak pumin a tiem ṭal ṭal a. A exam ni ding tukin an hnemna umsun le a I ngai em em a nu chun khawvel rinum maksanin chatuon ram a lo inlawisan el tah. A examna a sunghan suk chai pal a ti an inlau leiin a nu’n a maksan thu an la hril el nawh. A exam tawpni ding tak tukin a pate’n “Khuma I nu’n thi hnunah kan hung hril che hi mi hriethiem hram rawh. I ṭhatna dinga kan hril naw che a nih. Khawvel rinum maksanin thi hnunga ei la hlun ding Vanram-ah a lo inlawi tah” ti’n a hril pek a. Khuma chu ṭap pumin exam a zo hram a. A pu phalna la in an vangkhawpui a pan a. A nu thlan-ah zu fein a ṭawngṭai a. “Lalpa nang ti loa kan hnemna um sun, ka beidawngna le harsatna kan thlun na tak I mi lak hmang pek hi mihriem rama en chun lungawina ding a um nawh. I ta a ni leiin I thu thu a na, ka dit nekin I dit lem leiin lawmthu ka hril che” ti’n an zawt a. Pathien in a nauhai a thlathlam ngai nawh ti a ni angin Khuma chu Pathienin a umpui zinga.

Khuma result a hung suok meu chun duthusam takin hlawtlingna a changa. A nu le pa lawm ding zie a ngaituoin lawmna mitthli a far nawh thei nawh. Pathien rawn pum zingin ṭhangna a zawnga. A tawpa sin insangtak a buonthluk ṭhuoi el ta a nih. Nu le nau neiin an sungkuo’n inhawi takin an khawsa ta a nih.

Moral: Khuma khawm a thiltum tak sin neia a nu le pa inhawi deua in um tir, Y College ah admission hmu hlawsam sienkhawm Lalpa an tlawn pui zing leiin a ta dinga a iruot pek chu a chel ta a nih. Hringnun ah vawitam tak hlawmsam chang um a tih, nisienlakhawm Lalpa neitu ta ding chun lungawinawna ding hrim a um ngai nawh. Tu ilakpek thei lo hlimna le lawmna neitu an ni lem hlak. An hlawsamna lunghnuol el loin tumruna lientak a inchangtirtu an ni lem hlak.